Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friend
People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. Only god knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile............I met aloooooot of people from the day i was born till now from school, work........ But how does a true friend count??? I can tell u frankly
I STILL DONT KNOW but all i can say is i never regret each of them i came across even for just a while cause they paint my life out!!!A friend is someone who will walk the long way when you don't want to hop the fence
Posted at: 6/28/2008 12:30:00 AM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
There are things in this world that we can’t even see, sometimes we can’t even touch but we can always feel it within our hearts.
Since the moment I saw her, there hasn’t been a day without her and I think there never will be.
I wish I could just forget and let go.
Sometimes we grow stronger not by holding on but by letting go.
I don’t know what it is but even though she loves someone else I still can’t be with someone else.
Trying to forget someone that you really like is just the same as trying to remember a face that
you have never seen before.
In the End, my "bro" knew the person I liked. He knew what I was feeling. I wasn’t the type to bring my problems out to the world. I keep them inside & that’s what makes me vulnerable. I use to be able to put on a fake smile and say “I’m ok, everything’s fine” but now that doesn’t work any more.
BUT i KNOW THAT WE CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER!!!!
I’ll just be friends with her now.
I won’t walk in front of her and be her leader.
I won’t walk behind her and be her follower
but insteadI’ll walk besides her and be her friend.
Perhaps I’ll find another love. Perhaps I won’t. Whether I find one or not at this moment I don’t care but for now, I’ll just dream of her in my sleep.I'll sit, I'll wait, I'll wonder, I'll wish, I'll sleep and then I'll dream.
I’ll dream of her as if I’ll live forever !!!!
Posted at: 6/26/2008 10:36:00 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
WHY WHY WHY???
I always envy others when they have a great leader to lead them teach them everything they are suppose to know. But i dont have that which i really hate it. I dont know is it my life or is it i am born with a CURSE!!! No matter what sports i join, the team is like already half dead or going to close down !!! It is VERY VERY tiring to learn everything from scratch by YOURSELF cause all your senior are like leaving and no one CARE ABOUT THE TEAM anymore. I am really really sick and tired of this. Why can't just once someone is leading and teaching me!!!
To be true to myself, when i saw photo of other cheerleading team people doing stunt which i have always wanting to achieve! It is like so depressing..... The pic they took the stunt they do really makes me ENVY them aLOT.... I know i shouldn't say all this because it may affect how my junior look upon me BUt I JUST CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE... I want to do
Stunt Stunt and more stuntI will never give up on my dream stunt till the day i die
Posted at: 6/25/2008 12:38:00 AM