Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Happy or sad???
Today went gym with my class guys, was quite a fun thingy when u see all of your friends are
doing work out with u. This sense of happiness is the best u can get in the gym cause u are not
alone training yourself...
As for cheerleading,Finally i found out where the problems lie with. Last time i always thought that the problems is
not with me is always on other people but today things change and it finally slap it hard on me,
making me wake up from my dream.... I saw how the team go on without me and they are doing
great and all the juniors are having a great time. As a cheerleader senior, what i want to see in
the junior is that they are enjoying the time they spend here. The smile on them is really from
the bottom of their heart, a smile which a cheerleader must have. All i got to say the team is
better off without me cause
i know
i fail as a senior, a cheerleader and the worse of all i brought so much pain and suffering to each and everyone of u.
Leaving cheerleading is one thing but leaving a person i deeply love is another hurting issue
which i can't bear to but i don't have a choice. I dont need anyone to know the real reason why i
am leaving but all i got to say leaving cheerleading is a big impact to me.
To juniors who are reading this post,U can say that i am a sucker, loser or what ever u want to curse me but i got to say that the time i spend with u all are the most wonderful time i had in cheerleading. Yi xun is much more experience than me in cheerleading, so in future he will guide u all to a higher level and to a new standard..
Goodbye cheerleading
Labels: My heart breaks and my tears are dropping down slowly ......
Posted at: 7/01/2008 10:10:00 PM