Monday, September 29, 2008
My love
I keep asking myself this question just now.....
From time to time I keep asking myself why I chose you ... what is so special about you? Well, the reason is simple; I chose you because you are YOU!!! I have never had anyone treat me the way you do. I have never had anyone just look at me and make me feel beautiful. You do that to me! You make me feel special and wanted. As liberal as I can be, I would never do anything to hurt you. You mean more to me than you realize. I am hoping that one day I can prove all of this to you! I want you for you!
With you by my side nothing can stop me .....
For yesterday's memories, today's love, and tomorrow's dreams I love you
Posted at: 9/29/2008 11:22:00 PM
Tears dropping down
Just now had a chat with my mum...Was a nice chat and this was the first time i break down in front of her. I can't take the stress and pressure i am facing anymore...No more no more, i can't take no more....I just sat down and my tears start to flow out of my eyes. This is the first time i cry because of pressure and stress...I guess i am just not strong enough. I don't understand why i did so much at work really all my effort in it but at the end when u face problems or any trouble my
supervisor just dont care how much u done for her before...She just want u to work even at the cost of ...she spare no thoughts for me at all... I just dont understand why in this world when u treat them good they don't return or at least do u a favour... It really make me think does it worth to treat people nicely cause in the end all i get is SHIT...I am really tired of this life...Real tired..I wish i could just stop it...Dear 831 stand for 8 letters3 words1 meaningCombine it and u will get "I love you"...I just got to say u have became my supporting pillar to carry on....If u are gone one day i think i may just disappear too....
Posted at: 9/29/2008 09:52:00 PM
Guilty
A kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug till you find the one you're always thinkin' of.
A dream is just a dream till it comes true.
Love was just a word till I met you.
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch; I never thought that I could ever love a girl so much. I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny. For you, I'd cross the world; for you, I'd do anything. U may think i am saying all this just to sweet talk to u or ......... But i just got to say 831.
Sorry if i hurt u or make u feel unprotected at times...I dont wish to force u to do anything against your will. I want u to be just u. I love u for who u are...I really feel guilty for what i have done... Sorry....I guess i shall care more for u and think in your shoes...
(go find out yourself what does 831 means...haha)
Posted at: 9/29/2008 01:49:00 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Choices in life
In life, nothing is call fair non unfair. It is just a matter of choices and a matter thinking positive or negative...... U only live once so why not make your journey the best of it.....
You can shed tears that he is gone
or you can smile because he lived
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back
or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
or you can be full of the love that you have shared
You can turn your back on tomorrow and lived yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
You can remember him and only that he is gone
or you can cherish his memory and let it live on
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back
or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
Can u??
Posted at: 9/27/2008 01:15:00 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Wrist injury
My wrist was injury a few days ago. Went to see a doctor near my house de, he help me acupuncture( poke needle ) on my right forearm, i dont feel any better this few days so went with jas to a another doctor near simin house de.... This doctor is good!!! Just help me twist and turn my hand a while was all ok le....BTW someone was crying so "softly" and was caught on video!!!!
My hand pls recover faster so i can stunt again!!
Poor hand
Going to bath!!!
Cool right!!!!
Posted at: 9/23/2008 09:09:00 PM
What i really feel
I dont care how people look at me or how people talk about me! All i care is about u... I know i fail at one point of time... I fail to protect you..i fail utterly....Sometimes when i stay slient it doesn't mean i am ok...I am just too piss off to listen anymore cause i told myself before
NEVER GO BACK TO YOUR OLD SELF..NEVER.. i promise u and i will keep that promise...
If u ask me am i angry with u...My answer is No
Why am i piss off....My answer is becuase i fail to protect u even i am like right beside u
Everyone have a limit and dont try to cross over it... I give no face to anyone even to my parent...
I may seem laughing but if u step on the line i dont know what i will do...
Ok enough of thrashing out back to face reailty...
What i wish now is my dear de leg recover fast enough....Thats all
Posted at: 9/23/2008 12:24:00 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Injury wrist AGAIN
Yesterday went training and did my Lib again!!! Was quite happy but i also injur my right wirst!!
In fact i also dont know how i was injury. It happen like that, when i was heading to my workplace from my training....I was tired so i fall asleep in the MRT!! my wirst was still ok But after i woke up my wrist pain like mad!!! I still went to work cause i think rest a while ok le la..... At night was swollen le!!! Today didn't even go work, pain until cannot carry my own toothbrush!!! later going to see doc!!!
Pain pain ah!! Sob Sob...I promise after i recover i am going to give myself 2 week to get my lib to a good 80% with my flyer nellie!!! Stay tune for my first LIB photo!!!Labels: Everyone was born for a reason; to love you is mine
Posted at: 9/21/2008 09:18:00 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
Help each other win and take pride in each other's victories
Today went to Amk hub with my dear and shop for a while before i send her to cheerleading training!!! Something happen but i just got to say i will treasure it de... Dont worry u didn't give the wrong person!!!!
Today training was the day i achieve most in my cheerleading life!!!! I manage to do a lib le!!! But not stable yet!!! I was like so happy cause i am one step nearer to my dream stunt!!! All the way kahai u can do it de!!
I just got to say Thanks Chaang for giving me this chance to be back in cheer and making my dream come true. Thank u very much....
Last but not least, Wildcards is where i restart my journey and i want this journey to be the best nothing can stop me from going on!!!!
WILDCARDS ALL THE WAY!!!!
Posted at: 9/19/2008 03:00:00 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Funny stuff on woman
I saw this pic and i laugh until my jaws drop!!!
Posted at: 9/18/2008 02:39:00 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
My Cheerleading life
Many people asked me the same question over the months on why i join cheerleading???
In fact the reason for me to go into cheerleading is so call fate...
Long long long long time ago, when i just step into poly( a nerd than), i wanted a CCA and was in fact never ever consider cheerleading as a choice for me!!! But one fine day i was surfing for video on Youtube i saw this video which inspire me. On that very moment i told myself, CHEERLEADER is what i want to be!!!! Below is the video which give me the courage to join cheerleading
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yX3w8MW_0YAs a fact of life, nothing is smooth sailing at least for me. I met with a lot of problems until i was force to quit....I GAVE UP on cheerleading totally. My mind told me to give it up and i did try BUT it feels very very werid not training anymore, muscale became fats and more fats, no more training to look forward to... Even thought i was not in cheer but i kept a look out too. One fine day i ran into a video AGAIN on youtube, this video makes a impact on me like no others did. It is the UCF cheerleading!!!! They will work hard for it and finally they got it...The success in them makes my cheerleading flame burns again. Below is the video of it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=furssW1kxrYThis video makes my cheerleading flame burns again!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJ3fXjfqHB4one of their rountie!!! watch their partner stunt!!!!
I am happy now that i am once again in cheer!!!! I am now in WILDCARDS cheerleading!!!
I manage to get my toss to hands to a good 90%.
I will work hard to be a champion!!!!!
My partner and I doing a toss to hand and extension!!!
Lib on the way!!!!
Posted at: 9/17/2008 03:34:00 PM
男朋友 or 普通朋友
普通朋友：半夜會找妳MSN聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在MSN上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。
★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆
Posted at: 9/17/2008 01:17:00 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I hate C
The nyp website is like sooooo "good" ah cannot log in one!!!! Takes me like 1 full hr to log in to check my result. Was very very piss of with my result casue i got a C!!!! I hate C !!!
Below are my result
IT2561 BUSINESS PROCESS MODELLING & SIMULATION C- IT2562 BUSINESS INTELLIGENCE & AGILITY B+
- IT2563 JAVA APPLICATIONS DEVELOPMENT A
- IT2564 DATABASE SYSTEMS B
- IT2565 COMMUNICATION SKILLS 2 B+
- IT2569 JAVA APPLICATIONS PROJECT DIST
- IT2581 ENTREPRENEURSHIP DIST
I hate C
I hate C
I hate C
I hate C
I hate C!!!!!
Posted at: 9/16/2008 01:53:00 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
Tired day but i enjoy it
Love used to be so unfair to me. No matter what I do.. I always get hurt. No matter how much I love.. I end up alone.
But not until I found you.
YOU.. that put a smile in my heart.
YOU.. that made my life meaningful.
YOU.. that made me fall in love again.
And now I know, this is REAL.. this is FOREVER!
No words...no actions...can ever adequately express just how much I love you!
You've asked me how much I love you. It's not really a question of how much...but how long and how passionately. Well, there are no boundaries, no limits, no end for my love for you!
You came into my life, and made everything spectacular! I would never go back to not having you in my life!
Every sec spend with u is worth it, just like today i was so so so tired but once i see you, i forgot how tired i was..... This is how special u are!
Jas, Our toss to hand can make it le!!!! We will take a shot at it next time!
Posted at: 9/15/2008 12:41:00 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Baby
If you love someone, you do not speak from your mouth, from your heart.Don't let your mouth talk, let your heart be the one to talk for you
Posted at: 9/14/2008 01:14:00 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
I love u
10 SEP 2008 is my happiest day.... I shall not say too much about it i'll let time prove it..
If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever.If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO.
Posted at: 9/11/2008 12:57:00 AM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Irreplaceable
I have never in my life met someone more beautiful, enjoyable, loving, and comforting as you. Since the very first day that you smiled at me I knew there was something very special about you. I had no idea then that I would fall in love, but now that I have, I am so grateful. I am grateful for us to have wandered into one another's world so softly and unexpectedly. Nature took its course on our hearts and joined them in a way never imaginable.
I want you to know, that from the very depths of my heart, I love you. And I love everything that creates you, from your hair - that I wish I could play in more often... to your forehead - that I wish I could kiss while you sleep; from your eyes - that sparkle when you smile (just for me)... to your nose - that I wish I could rub my nose against, and down past every inch of every part of your existence.
I wish more than anything that you and I could grow together, love together, learn together, and laugh together, forever. I sincerely feel that between the two of us, we have the kind of love that some people never get a chance to experience. I promise to love you as much as I can, as best as I can, and for as long as I can. And no matter what, it's very important to me for you to know that you are an irreplaceable spirit that will always be a part of me.
Posted at: 9/09/2008 12:56:00 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008
Don't Be Afraid
Silly, listen, I love you; I love you so much that I can do and give up everything just for you. I can accept everything because I really love you, God knows, words are not enough to describe how much I love you so, but then it doesn't mean that because I love you that much I'm goin' to be possessive or whatever. The love I have for you is the kind of love that doesn't expect or ask for anything in return. I'm not trying to force, or expect you to love me the way I love you; I am not expecting that you will love me with same intensity. You, being there at my side, knowing that you care for me, and hearing you whispering "I love you..."(if i ever do) are more than enough, and they mean the world to me.
You know what? I'm reading between the lines ... "I'm afraid ..." Now, I got the message within. You are afraid 'cause you might be thinking that how you can get out of this relationship without gettig hurt just in case I don't want it anymore, you are afraid that I might hurt You. You are afraid thinking that I can't accept just in case you don't love me anymore. But just like what I wrote above, I love you so much that
I CAN ACCEPT EVERYTHING. And I will tell you again, Silly, I love you so much but I am not expecting anything in return ....
I really really love u a lot
Posted at: 9/08/2008 01:07:00 AM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Will u be mine someday??
Silly, I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet.
I always mock at you everyday for example "bathing" ,"Size of....." etc (ps u know what i mean!!), BUT you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.
I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. Even thought it is only a short period of time I got to know you, I have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us.
Posted at: 9/07/2008 01:06:00 AM
Friday, September 5, 2008
I hate games !!!!
It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared silly. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go even if I have to !!!!
I Dont want to play the game anymore becasue it hurts!
Posted at: 9/05/2008 11:36:00 PM
You are Special
Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.
It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.
Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into you and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.
Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.
Posted at: 9/05/2008 02:39:00 AM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Everything I do (I do it for u)
I know that you are not perfect and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide, to be next to you, to comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears, to fight your battles and show no shame to scream my love for you out loud all over the land.
I really Do!!!
I wish i could tell u this now but i dont think it is possible cause i am afraid that u might not be able to accept it! But its ok, i just got to say its a dream come true.
Like i always say "Every man loves two women; one is the creation of his imagination, and the other is not yet born" But for me she is the birth of my imagination....
Posted at: 9/03/2008 02:46:00 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
My aim before this year end!!!
The Biggest question is
ARE U READY ???
Posted at: 9/01/2008 09:55:00 PM