Thursday, October 16, 2008
Sorry I Hurt You
I really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed and thinking about what happen to us that night. I least expected it, I experienced the worst headache ever, all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has. I cursed my stars that night, as my expectation for the night was a beautiful ending , but it ended in a far different way that made my heart choke with tears of losing something...
I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you, even though it may seem that way sometimes. I know that I hurt you last night. I never meant for you to feel that way. I thought of you many times during the night, wishing you were by my side.
I talked about you to everyone and told them how lucky I was with you. You mean the world to me. I am always so lonely when there are long periods of time between the times we speak. I always find myself trying to keep busy because if I sit still for too long, my heart begins to ache and I feel your absence. At night, I make believe that you are beside me, caressing me, holding me, loving me. I want to feel you inside me.
For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you last night. It pains me too and I'm really confused about everything. I love you so much and never think of i will forget u ever
No longer a man of honour
Posted at: 10/16/2008 02:24:00 AM
