Tuesday, November 25, 2008
My 18th Birthday
Thank you everyone who give me your wishesNow i am
offically 18 years old!!! So long for this day to come. I will always remember my 18
th birthday because i spend it with a girl name jasmine whom i truly love. Thank you my dear for all the
suprise u try to give me. Thanks you. With u celebrating my birthday with me there is nothing else i can complain about cause u are the most perfect person i want to celebrate with. There is a little bit of
saddness because my own family
dont remember my birthday. Didn't really feel very sad because last year my family forget my birthday too. I guess i get use to it already. Lastly below is a short note for my girl.
Jasmine, I love you so much. I will always be forever grateful for you. You taught me so much in life. You've helped me through rough times and I could always cry on your shoulder without being judged. You loved me when no one else would. You always came when I asked you to. You were my strength when I was weak and my breath when I couldn't speak. You showed me the right way to love. Even when you didn't want to, you made a friend out of my friends and I knew that you didn't like them, but you did it for me. You asked me if I was okay when something was actually wrong with you. You put my needs before your own.When you kissed me, I felt like I could fly, but the only flying I did was more in love with you. You inspired me and I truly felt as if I didn't deserve you, but still, even more, you loved me for me. You protect me and guide me, and for that I will be truly grateful (forever) and I just want to say 'Thank You' and I'll always love you till the last breathe of mine
Posted at: 11/25/2008 12:57:00 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
One drop of tear means everything
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been.
tears are the words my heart uses to explain when even my fake smiles cant cover up my pain
Posted at: 11/23/2008 11:37:00 PM
I SUCK
Yesterday i keep thinking about what i had been such a letdown such a asshole. I feel bad for what i did and i really mean it. I keep thinking of it all day long even when i was typing this post. I dont know what had got into me which cause me to make such a big big mistake. Cheerleading traning was bad for me. Almost every stunt i did fail...I just cna't stop thinking and neither do i think i can for give myself... Sorry everyone for screwing every thing up..Sorry.
Posted at: 11/23/2008 01:01:00 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
15 nov training
Today training to me is super tired because i am down with flu and cough!!! The best part is i got a 2 day mc! Call me pro becasue i can stunt but cannot go to work, or should i say just lazy!!! Finally can do a proper lib with my partner!!! Nellie we did it!!! I am so happy. Now i want to perfect it!!! I all let the pic do the talking!!!
Prepare to lib nellie
There u go!!! success!! =]
Toss to hand!! Guess what stunt i am going to do??
Lib again
3 lib 3 background
base -monkey cow, kongfu pandan aka shrek, me
flyer- caris , nellie, joline
channg lib nellie and me lib joline!!!!
Posted at: 11/16/2008 04:32:00 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Wildcards
Lib justine
The 3rd flyer in wildcards that i manage to lib!!!
I just got to say a big Thank you to everyone in wildcards. This is where my cheerleader journey really started. Without them, you will not be able to see the me today. Thank you WILDCARDS.
WILDCARDS ALL THE WAY
Wildcards blog is
http://wildcardscheerleading.blogspot.com/Labels: http://wildcardscheerleading.blogspot.com/
Posted at: 11/12/2008 01:39:00 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
What if i just leave the world one day....
Who will remember how you lived ?
How will history speak of you ?
What will be the remains of your life?
Posted at: 11/11/2008 03:09:00 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Happy 2 month =]]
Can you imagine a life without me? Now that we've met I cannot see my future without you in it. Every dream I have I see your face; every thought I have your name is in the whispers of the wind. You follow me everywhere, you are the reason I have a good day. You are the reason I smile when there is nothing to smile about. I know I truly love you when I look into your eyes and my heart skips a beat.
When I am sitting there with your head on my shoulder playing with your hair and you fall asleep, I know I can never let you go. You look so peaceful and my love for you grows. When you look up at me with those beautiful eyes I see nothing but the love you have for me! How could I ever possibly let you leave my life? Sometimes I don't understand why I love you so much, but that's the greatest gift of love, you don't have to understand it, you just need to enjoy it and return the love that is given to you.
I want to thank you so much for allowing me to feel the greatest feeling I have ever felt, and I promise to cherish it and always love you and do my best to keep you happy. I just want you to know how much you mean to me. Thank you for everything you have done for me! And I am looking forward to the life we will share together.
Posted at: 11/10/2008 08:28:00 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
能不能给我一首歌的时间，紧紧地把拥抱你?
就算全世界都不信任我，
怀疑我，
误会我，
只要有你们懂我，
相信我，
支持我，
就够了
Posted at: 11/06/2008 10:56:00 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Mixed feeling
5 toss to hand - extension
Today my day was fill with ups and down.... Cheer routine to me is ok, i still manage to catch up. But at the end of the training something came down real hard on me.... I
INJURY my partner neille. Sorry neille i don't mean it... To me, never ever injury a flyer cause i know how does it feel. Lets hope nothing serious happen. I dont want to destroy her dream. I really don't.
If only i can react a little bit more fasterIf only i can safe herIf only not for my own selflessness to try stuntShe will not be injury....If and only if
Its all too late, no matter how many sorry i say its useless cause DAMAGE had been done...
If only i can turn back time....
I don't mind getting injury rather than a flyer was injury....
KAHAU NEVER EVER LET A FLYER INJURY AGAIN!!!
Posted at: 11/05/2008 12:32:00 AM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Singapore Flyer
Wildcards Cheerleading Team!!!!
On the 29th of OCT, Wildcards have a outing. We went to the singapore Flyer!!!! Have lots of fun there!!! I SWEAR the view up there is super nice even thought i didn't get to enjoy it that much cause I am scared of HEIGHT. Ok la i admit i weak k....
As u all know we are cheerleader right, we did some stunt at there la, its such a good chance not to miss!!!!
Chairssssssssss
2-2-1
Lastly me and partner !!!!
Posted at: 11/02/2008 04:19:00 PM