As a cheerleader this few days are the most important date SKM and CHEEROBICS.
This year is my first time taking part in cheer competition. I want to make it the best and the most unforgettable one. We train hard for around 6 months for this. From nothing at the start to something in the end. I still can remember the first day i went to wildcards! Chaang ask me to toss nellie to hand! I am like there is NO WAY i can do it. By the way nellie is 1.70m tall. But after 6 months of hard work and training, nellie and i not only did a toss to hand! We did lots of it and manage to do a liberty too!!! A combine height of 3.5m tall!! Lots of interesting stuff happened in this period. This will always be a part of me part of my memory part of my life till death!

There it come SKM. The day which we showcase our routine to others. A mini competition just before cheerobics. All stunt up! Well done people! I can feel the happiness in each and everyone of us! Finally all our effort pays off! Next up CHEEROBICS!!! A national cheerleading competition in singapore. All of us are very very excited about it and can't wait to showcase to others our routine! All of us are very proud of our routine because all our sweat and tears are in it. Nothing can fully describe how much we are proud of our routine! We build every thing from scratch. From nobody to somebody, from nothing to something, from stranger to friends.

The time have come for us to show the outside world what we are make of.
I hug yi xun tightly before we start to make our way in
The music started,
1, 2, 3, 4,
P-A-Y-M Lets go wildcards......

our routine had started.
The only thing in my mind is lets go people lets create history!
At the last part of the routine my back start to hurt like mad.
I almost want to give up when we start to do the back tuck transition because the pain was too much to bear. But i saw everyone still going on strong so i went to bite my teeth tightly together like what chaang told us before "use pain to counter pain". At last i heard the "lion" roar, the routine is over and i can heard people cheering. At that point of time i can feel blood in my mouth. The next moment i felt weak...starting to lose control of my muscle and i don't know what happen next. The next thing i know was i was out at the backstage. I still can remember the first thing i ask my teammate is " all stunt up??"

The answer which i never want to hear came out from their mouth! At that point of time, my heart just smash! My tears just roll down like waterfall. 6 months of hard work all gone! I cry. That kind of sadness is unbearable. People came to console me but i just can't believe it. Thanks u people who came to console me especially xue wei who console me with SWEET!!!!

Till now i still cannot accept the fact. The impact is way too big for me. But i know i need to carry on becasue what happen had happen! Nothing will changed even if i die. Yesterday is history, which i cannot go back to. I can only look to the future and train even harder that the last time i did. I want to make my way back into that mat again because i haveUNFINISH BUSINESS. I dont admit defeat and i will strive on!

Now i fully understand the meaning of unfinish business what gary had been saying. Wildcards, we didn't lose the competition, we just lose to ourselves. I believe next year we will be better and will shock the crowds once again with our amazing rountie!

Thank you wildcards for giving me this chance to take part in cheerobics. Giving a chance again to choose i will still choose to be a wildcards player. Wildcards is where i grew up from and it will always be.

Lastly thank you my dear for being with me. When i was crying she was by my side console me. Sorry jasmine for shouting at u and vent all my anger at u. Sorry i just can't control it. U just stood down there and let me vernt my anger on u. U didn't even try to fight back or what. Thanks u for being so understand. U are the best girlfriend i ever have and u will be the one i will only be with till death!